well since im bored

Im at home by myself and wondering what everyone else is doing....this summer has been a complete disaster. but i cant change it now...i have wasted my time with people that i shouldnt have been around. its funny that my friends arent here to say hey lets go hangout. and the fact that i could do so much more things with if i had a car really makes me mad...why? let me tell you...the reason is the fucking court. fuck the law. but all i can say is that thanks vanessa for being my true friend cause i know now who i can depend on and thats you....a little girl doesnt like me and its upseting. she thinks i dotn care about this one person that i love. i cant stand the fact that shes mad at me when i havent done anything to her. i have always felt this weird thing between us and i guess its cause she has never liked.



things are geting better with that person i love but i really dont think that hes going to want to be with me. i try to do what i can but soemthings arent changing no matter what i do. so im not just going to cry and punish myself cause i have done too much of that and people have gotten worried for me. so people dotn worry. if that person wants to be with me i will give him my heart and make everything better. but if he doesnt want me then its ok...its not the end of the world casue if there wasnt heartache in the world we wouldnt know what true happiness is.




friends call me and hang out with me cause i hate being lonely.

and call me (you know who you are. i love you)